syf rehearsal

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel one more time
You had a bad day

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im so chaotah right now!

burnt. red. brown.

The sun was super bright when we were having our rehearsals. and i practically closed my eyes and did some of the armdrills. REALLY. cannot take it. SO HOT. all of us were like so lethargic. Maybe perhaps it was a saturday and most of us were just tired after a whole week in school.

Yes. That must be it. But.

When we were told that we could be let out, we just suddenly regained our energy. I don't know about other schools, but for Ping Yi, we regained. And it was so funny. Feeza and I started doing stupid stuffs. Like doing some dance. Whereas Syara and Syahidah just kept us entertained with their silly stuffs.

And I felt like a MOTHER today:

In the bus, after training, on the way to HQ. I fell asleep and suddenly i felt pressure on my leg. I looked and realised Syara(Part B) slept on my leg. So, i let it be lah. ALL the WAY to HQ! Until it was time to wear beret.

Feeza: Eh net, wake her up ah. reach HQ alr.
Lynette: yah ah. must wear beret. Eh. syara. wake up.

she ignores.

Lynette: SYARA! reach HQ alr. must wear beret. WAKE UP.
Syahidah: Syara, wake up lah. dah sampai(reach alr).

then, i shook her.

Syara: NANTI(WAIT!)! lagi(More) 5mins.

Isn't that what we always do whenever our parents try to wake us up? haha.

hoho
haha
hehe.
hiak hiak


alamak. im so chaotah. i think my mom's gonna strangle me la.

2nd last day of school.

GUESS WHAT PEOPLE!!

GUESS WHAT!!

Monday's O'level Chinese.

I'm eating GREEN APPLE while typing this. I don't know why, but i feel the urge to say this.

And so, Andes won*i think* in the Inter-House Games Day Challenge. They won in quite alot of events. How sweet of them.

Well, let's not talk about Atlas. Atlas lost because there wasn't any Sec 4 participating in any of the events. All the pro-s come from SEC 4E okay. Just because we were having Mother Tongue Intensive, we did not had the chance to participate in any of the events.

How SAD. ))))):

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I woke up at the wrong side of the bed today. Went to school with a pissed off mood. In school, got more pissed off by classmates. Some stupid banana just asked about me right infront of my face.

Saying "I think Lynette got problems. What happened to her ah? You know how, she not like that one. If like that right, means she having problems, I wonder what's her problem. Eh. you know what's her problem anot?"

HE said this to my so-called best friend. BUT, my so-called best friend just shrugged.

WHAT THE F..

Oh wait. It's so-called best friend. So, she won't know what's happening. That's why she shrugged. Its Okay. Just another stupid bitch who's being used by another retarded stupid bitch. Do you see the chain of bitches in my school?

Trust me, there's so many of them.

They claim that they don't like bitches but they are behaving like one! How contradicting.

I skipped art remedial.

Surprised at Having rememdials for ART? As long as it's MEI CHUEN class, there will be remedial for everything. INCLUDING PE (:

I'm seriously lacking of sleep.


*yawns*

intensive

MOTHER TONGUE INTENSIVE!

you wanna hear the real or fake version?


VERSION 1 :

i woke up at 4am today! bathe till 430am and had WESTERN FOOD as breakfast! it was so sumptious! after dressing up and everything, i left home at 6am. took bus to school and reached around 6.30am. THE sky was already starting to let the sun take over(wth?!). So, i took out my MOTHER TONGUE book and started to prepare my self for oh-so-short 6hours mt intensive. I read the whole book and memorised all the hard words that i could not remember. After assembly, i saw a couple of people wearing PE getting caught. they were made to run 5 rounds around the carpark. i must say - it was such a wonderful morning exercise conducted by the DM.

During the lesson, ALL OF US sat up straight in RGS standard and listened to the very soft-spoken teacher, teaching. WE DID everything she told us to do. EVEN when she gave us a 15 min break, no one left the classroom. ANd we remained that standard for the whole 6 hours. with a half and hour break at 10.30am


VERSION 2

i woke up at 615am. bathed, WORE PE and left the house. reached school at 7.25am cos there were no freaking buses, so i walked to school(again). Went to assembly, and lepak awhile. Until i heard my class being called out. So, me and Naz went to check it out.

ARGH!. only people wearing PE were being called out. COS we weren't allowed to wear PE tshirt today. NAZURAH went to kaypoh kaypoh and in the end, mr chan saw us and we had to join our class and run the 5 rounds with them, morning exercise-indeed!

Went for the mt intensive lesson which is 6hours with 1/2 hr break at 1030. shared the class together with 511. Most of us were in our LALA land. Mathew and ZR in their dreamland. whereas Jannie continued irritating our chuah teacher.(mdm chuah). I was daydreaming. KL slept. PL almost slept too.

After recess, WORST! more people slept and i just stared blankly into space. chuah teacher made us do a mid year paper from Pasir Ris Crest. Although most of them gave up while reading the 1st section. I fell dozed off when reading the Comprehension Passage part.

chuah teacher said that if we were good, she will let us off at 130pm, if not at 2pm. In the End, SHE DID let us off at 1.30pm. but then, i realised something, the whole school is supposed to be let off at 130pm.

SHE CHEATED US.

how nice of chuah teacher.

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i cant find my track pants. SO IRRITATING.

mental breakdown

im gonna break down.

its a matter of time.

and PLEASE,

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ii`noee`euu`pplee`hhu` type`lyyke`diishh`gortx`manii`patternns,`but`horhx, ddo`euu`miind`tuu`sparee`moi??

tthannk eeuu worhxs!

shho`kawaii`nehhxz! hehehehxz! V(^.^)V

*cleans pespiration beads on face*

THANKS.

*turns around and puke.*

circulating

I AM: lynette
I WANT: to sleep
I WISH: to have more time
I HATE: h20
I MISS: my pirmary school days
I FEAR: growing up
I HEAR: nothing
I WONDER: why people are against homosexuality
I REGRET: many things
I AM NOT: pissed
I SING: everyday!
I CRY: annually.(:
I AM NOT ALWAYS: as happy as i look
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: err. play guitar!
I WRITE: stories that i wish it would happen to me in real life
I CONFUSE: in chem
I NEED: understanding
I SHOULD: have more time to sleep
I START: my math hw alr!
I FINISH: it NOT
I LOVE: to sleep
I REMEMBER: what ought to be remembered, though not all.

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7 random facts about me:
1. i like sleeping
2. i haven't had my breakfast nor lunch
3. my head hurts
4. i've jus cut my hair!
5. i dream BIG!
6. i ate soursop.
7. im sleepy and hungry

7 celebrity crushes:
1. edison chen!
2. aaron carter
3. tom felton
4. GERARD WAY!!!
5. rain
6. wang li hong
7. shawn yue

7 qualities i want in a potential boyfriend:
i accept them for who they are.

7 things that scare me:
1. solitude
2. unknown place
3. being left out
4. not enough space to be alone
5. thunder
6. financial ruin
7. losing friends

7 random songs at the moment:
1. Jordan hill - remember me this way
2. backstreet boys - before i let you go
3. daniel powter - bad day
4. rossa - pudar
5. p. diddy - i'll be missing you
6. gong shi jia - zai yi ci yong you
7. wang li hong - kiss gd bye

7 things i like the most:
1. sleeping
2. solitude
3. having fun
4. milk!
5. relax
6. walk by the beach
7. friends

7 things i plan to do before i die:
1. sleep till that time
2. kiss my parents
3. ring my next door nighbours bell
4. crash the fire alarm
5. drive a black convertible
6. cut hair!
7. go australia!

7 things i say the most:
1. huh
2. ahyo!
3. hahas
4. ok
5. HAR?!!
6. eh
7. what!

stoichiometry and mole concept is so irritating.

i said, "LET'S GO SMOKE" to my friend and the Head mistress was behind! hahaha. so FUNNY. i did that to spite her! You know mdm rukmani!! just to irritATE her!

i don't smoke lah!

what do you think?

FEEZA. your first laci! your french man! to him!

of all guys. HIM! goodness. shove him off mah.

just thinking of his attitude gives me goosebumps. whatever he is. he looks like a serial killer with his menacing laughter. but than, it's something nice to laugh at lah.

but i still can't believe that it's him! oh man.

haha. im sure you've enjoyed. (:

starless eyes for heaven's sake

My nose was red today. Actually i didn't notice it until my friend told me about it. She said i looked like im about to cry. haha. IT turned red because i was practically sneezing throughout the night.

Woke up early today. 11pm am. ok lah. it's jus because i slept late. tt's why 11pm am is early. OHOH. i bought some baby biscuits - FARLEY RUSKS. haha. it's so nice. i had it for breakfast and lunch. and after dinner, i ate one more! My dad says im so crazy. BUT, i spotted him checking out on my biscuit this morning. AHAHA. im not the only crazy one i guess.

im still tired. NOT FULLY RECHARGED YET. and there's some career workshop for the 4e 5n student tmr. how nice. at least school ends earlier! (:

DAWN! cheer up! (:

quoted:
GUYS suck.
i wanna be a lesbian.
but,
girls are getting bitchy too.

HAHA. so long and goodBYE!

don't say goodbye, let's say goodnight!

pft

exams are over. ((:

wheeweet! But i'm tired. Very tired. but dont know why.

BUT i think it's cause i've been studying lah! ahaha. Nevermind, at least i know im tired for a real good cause. (:

Friday's gonna have cross country. Last year, i played cards while running! mwahahs. I've told you. I AM A MULTI TASKING GIRL. ((: but don't feel like ah. the weather is like gonna be so hot. and im gonna be so chaotah again.

So, i had breakfast at PRINCESS MAC with mutalib, eieng and geok. Some retarded mats from st. pats. (MIND YOU!! ST.PATS! !) were like irritaing us. They threw some retarded stuffs over, talked to us when we're not even talking to them and taking pics and videos of us.

SO irritating. THEY're like people who have more them 47 chromosomes. 47! worst than down syndrome. don't even know what's the basic manners. HOW SAD.

and they're from st. pats. throw the face of the sch. left me a bad impression. and their PE SHIRT!

I LOVE
St.PATS!

I LOVE PING YI TOO!!

retards lah.

people who abuse should die

people who abuse animals should die.

no, they shouldn't die.

they should suffer the pain the animal went through,

then die.

burn in hell.

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it's a no wonder why the dog snarls at you whenever you're near. just simply because you abuse it. don't give such retarded lame excuses such as "the dog is crazy". please. if it's crazy, why doesn't it snarl or bite me? why can it still sleep on me? and why will it still play with me?

It's just simply because, the dog knows how to differentiate. No point putting up a fake front, acting nice to the dog cos the dog knows you're faking. Try it.

i know the dog won't live much longer. but i still love it. cos it loves me.

but, i don't love you. neither will the dog love you.

I hope the dog bites you.

and I want you to suffer the pain and injury that you have brought upon the dog.

also, i hope you burn in hell.

to anyone who abuses any living thing.

i hope you suffer the pain and than burn in hell.

You don't have to thank me for it. YOU DESERVE IT.


dear doggy, stay strong.
wait for me. i love you

Every now and then

JORDAN HILL - REMEMBER ME THIS WAY

Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down

Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found

I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go

And I know that you'll be there
Forever more a part of me, you're everywhere
I'll always care

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

(;2

okay. i typed a post just now. but i accidentally close it before publishing it. so. yeah.

Hi everyone. i know. it has been 7 long days since i've blogged. So, im here lah. haiyo

anyways. went to changi aiport with feeza, nunu and soyah. SUPPOSED to be STUDYING LAH. but not really.

talked about some stuffs. and the TRUTH was finally said out. but it was kind of shocking. - i actually said it out to my friends. argh. but those 3 words, he'll never get to hear it. (: i bet. with a kiss. (: yah. a KISS.

Eyes were kind of watery when i talked about some stuffs that were happening last year. but it was a good time to talk about some old memories that are still very fresh in my mind. of course. such things don't easily fade

Thought of typing it out. saying everything to him. the TRUTH. what that stupid poem meant. But then, i thought about it thoroughly. you think he would actually bother to bother about me? Will he even bother to see it? no. will he even bother to come to my blog. ah. gd question

i thought. he wouldn't. perhaps he would. but than. slim chance. fat hope.

a glimpse of hope lah. give chance.

it's been long since i've included him in my entries. afterall. it's been like few months since we've communicate. and i thought he could be out of my mind. but nope. hohos. nevermind. i believe he's doing well in my head. shall leave him alone for the time being.

were you 3 surprised that LYNETTE actually had such a story behind? hope not. it happens practically to everyone. kinda common lah dei.

i feel sad whenever i think about these. cos i don't know how to express it out. even if i told my friends about it. it's not the version that i actually wanted them to hear. so, it's hard. i think i need to go for verbal lessons.

my mom just said that my cupboard could hide a tiger. hahaha.

FEEZA! how could you say you hate lit/art students? you stupid pure geog. go memorise your facts lah. GEOGRAPHY STUDENT. argh. i dont type out the list then you know.

you know, in sec 2, i rocked in geog. the volcano thingy. yah lah. can't even rmbr anything on it now. But. something is still VERY FRESH.

HOT AIR RISES, COLD AIR SINKS. - PRODUCES WIND. (:

THANKS! (:

so long never go blog hopping. must go kaypoh kaypoh awhile. haha

with the increasing of hi-tech items,
the world is getting lazy.

pudar

ROSSA - PUDAR

kurasakan pudar dalam hatiku
rasa cinta yang ada untuk dirimu
ku lelah dengan semua yang ada
ingin ku lepas semua

setan dalam hati ikut bicara
bagaimana kalau ku selingkuh saja
ku punya banyak teman lelaki
sepertinya ku kan bahagia
mestinya kau cari pengganti diriku saja
karena kita sudah tak saling bicara
pastikan cerita tentang kita yang telah lalu
hanya ada dalam ingatan hatimu

maafkan aku jika ku kecewa
cintamu bukan lah untuk diriku
jika memang semua kan jadi cerita
kutahu kau semakin terluka

i need a break, badly

im tired of mugging.

and it's only the beginning.

just let me breathe for tonight.

im tired and i badly need a break. so here am i, "breaking"

Sincere apologies to those who smsed me today and i took a damn long time to reply. uber uber SORRY. Especially soyah and spag. The others who practically smsed me nonsense, be glad im actually apologising for my tardiness in replying.

part a camp and whatever shit.

not happy with one another and whatever shit.

just. shit. off.

im tired. cos im sick and sick of studying.

ahahahas.

why the hell do i even bother saying it?

who cares man?

im dense

I've jus realised somethin that made me feel so dumb.

it's GO GO POWER RANGERS.
NOT CO CO POWER RANGERS.

how dumb.

sheesh. must be the influence of feeza.

ahahaha.

"you should shave bald. it allows info u studied to enter your brain more efficiently and when your hair grows, it actually prevents the info from slipping out cos it might get entangled in between the strand of hairs." - sam yogi

coolness

mayday

It's Labour day today. But it feels like a sunday to me.

Just plain study study and study. I think im turning into a nerd soon. But then again, who cares?

Few more hours, back to school. Looking on the bright side, there's PE tmr. (:

I'm not feeling well. I'm sick, again

What's happening to my White blood cells(leucocytes)?


For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
For a heart I can rely on through anything.

somebody, kill me please.